May 4, 2010

The Second Day of My Holiday

Today is my second-day-holiday, but now I already feel so boring. Actually, I have many tasks that need to be accomplished at home. BUT, I feel so lazy to start working on.

Next week, I will have my intersession. Hmm... My plan is on its track.

May 3, 2010

Holiday ~~~ YuHoo ~~~

From now on, it is my holiday...

Holiday mood is ON.

Since 4.30p.m. of last Friday, I was free!!

Now, freedom is waving hands.

I can enjoy my life before another tougher life is opened its arms.

Apr 27, 2010

Sigh ~~~~

Just came back from dinner. We directly had our dinner after our long and tough fight for 2 papers. First paper of today morning, still can be considered as ok. After the exam, we are quarantined for the next paper.

The next paper - Basic Accounting

Oh, god....I don't dare to estimate my mark for this course. I felt so nervous when answering the questions because I can't find even a single balance from the workings. But, I think I correctly found the answer for a question. The mark for this question is 5 marks out of 35. Sigh....again. Hope that after adding some marks here and there and considering the assignment, I can achieve my target for this course which was being adjusted to a lower level just now. So, I wish that this 3 credit hour course won't affect my result and CGPA.

2 papers left and both of them are 4 credit hour papers.

Apr 20, 2010

The First Paper

Yesterday, I sat for my first paper for this final exam - Ethnic Relationship. This paper quite ok for me, but I had forgotten some points for an elaboration of a question. The carry mark for this course is out (but just for assignment 1 and mid-term), I don't satisfy with the mark. And, I heard that our group work (Assignment 2 - banner) is in the "Good" category but we haven't prove it whether the news is real or not. This gives me hope that we can get good mark for this assignment.

After having this paper, I hope that all of us can get an A for this course because we had put effort in accomplishing the tasks given (except for the forum, sigh....)...

5 more papers to go..

Apr 17, 2010

Countdown for Final

This following Monday I will have my first paper for ER. Yet, I haven't finish studying. Oh, no....

Yesterday, my friend informed about my carry mark for the three courses. Oh, no... (again). I felt quite disappointed with the marks for this semester. But, this is successfully exerting a bit of influence to my progressing study speed and concentration. I even asked my dad to buy me tins of coffee because I have no effect by drinking "home-made" coffee but they do. I won't fall asleep and feel tired easily during my revision.

I need to speed up to boost my carry marks!

Dean List, here I come!! Wait for me ya...

Mar 25, 2010

上了大学,才学到的人生道理

上了大学,果然会让人受益良多。上了大学,面对了各种各样的人,才会让人体会什么是现实生活,什么是现实社会。

“现实”真的很现实。它会让你喜,让你悲。

到现在,我充分地感受到各种人生必经之路。如果没走过这些路,人生不能算是完整的。


一种米,养百种人。

路遥知马力,日久见人心。

人不为自,天诛地灭。

有福同享,有难不一定同当。


以上三句可充分的表现出我的感想。有时候,现实真的会让人感到力不从心。不能完全的掌握现状, 让我对它感到忧心。

人永远是自私的。先确保自己安全, 才会理他人。我不否认,我也承认我是自私的。

我到现在能真正体会到自己是如此的坏。我应该要会替人着想,想想为什么这个人要这样说话,为什么这个人要做出这样的行动。会不会是因为没有安全感,所以要一直重复问同样的问题,来确保自己是对的呢?但是,一直做出这样的一个举动,真的是会让我的免疫系统,潜意识里,自行产生抵抗力, 以面对和抵抗外来的病变细菌。

病变细菌让我没力了,很累了。可是,又想挽回这个细菌。不知该怎么办。 该放生它,还是收留它?

Mar 24, 2010

为什么会变这样?

为什么会变这样?

这个问题在这几个星期以来我都一直在问自己。为什么?为什么?



之前小小被刺的伤口, 慢慢的,一个一个的化成脓。因为一个点,让蠢蠢欲动的火山一次过爆发了起来, 无法收拾。每个所作的举动,所说的话,都会联想到 “为什么要这么做?为什么要这样说”。

这一端一直在猜想另一端的原意;另一端似乎一直都不知道自己到底做错了什么, 说一样事情之前,没考虑他人的处境, 注意力只摆在自己的利益。人自私, 为自己,不能说是完全错的。但是,也不要自私到不顾别人的处境。 何必成为他人的吵架的主因呢?

想和X说清楚,可是X的性格一定会让这一切都变得复杂。该怎么做才会有两全其美的效果呢?